I used to tell you that you’re the sweetest puzzle completing my life. And that was true, it will always be Myke. Almost three years have passed since I said that and yet up to this very moment I can feel every drop of truth to that. You still are that puzzle. The puzzle that crossed me from being that bubbly, child-like and sometimes grumpy 13 year old to that 17 year old who thought that if it wouldn’t be you it would be no one else and now that I just turned 19 you were still that puzzle who taught me that my life would be complete even if you’re not in it anymore. The puzzle that made me see how life and people can change no matter how I hold it back because I too, changed and most importantly grew up. That most of the people whom I thought would stay will actually be the people who will just leave without any word or even without any wrong doing on my part. And it pains me; it makes me bleed realizing and accepting that you are one of those people. The only person I loved. But at the same time it sends a great sense of pride that after all I don’t need the sweetest puzzle anymore for my life to be complete, more so, it was that very puzzle who taught me that.

And then, I thank you.

p.s. posted in multiply more than a year ago..

beginning

It has finally begun. :)

I'm here at the Library right now with my some of the ladies(karbs, hazey and belles). Library is the most likely yet very unlikely place as to where anyone would find me. Likely because I find refuge here-the temperature is cool and it's relatively quite and there are the books of course(I love reading, super!). Unlikely because I'm never the type who goes to the library to study, I'm already studying for 14 years now, my school now is the sixth school I've been. Meaning the sixth Library that I visited, utilized and procrastinated in the whole journey of my schooling.

taking its toll on me

Hi everyone! I really don't know what to write now, I mean there a lot of things going on between my ears right now but I just could not draw out particularly what I want to talk about, what I want to write about but at the same time I want to write, I want to talk, I want pieces of me -out!

However, I don't know where to start. Should I start writing about my dilemmas? My Hang-ups? My floating state in wherever I am in my life right now? Oh gosh, i really don't know. So let me start by that one thing that prevails my thinking.

One. OJT- Yes! On the job training. You see in my course, after passing Basic and Advanced Journalism we will have our OJT or Internship the summer following the semester that the subject was taken. We had Advanced Journ on the first semester of s.y.2008-2009, we should have our internship this summer. yes! barely two months to go! AND I still do not have a place or a company to go to while almost all of my classmates already have their "employers to be". I'm happy for them of course(we are always like that, very supportive and happy for whatever good thing it is that is happening amongst us-11)
the idea of them or us having our practical training in the place where almost everyone is just so into what they're doing lights up our faces, especially in our field, the Media. And here I am.. the BUM-to-be of the group.. gosh! This is UNFORTUNATELY just so typical of me I know. There' s no one to point fingers to but -ME.. I was perfectly aware when some of my classmates were already drafting their resume and application letters and had it checked by our teacher but then the poor Kaye just stopped and threw a few declarations like "I'll work on this tonight", "I promise to draft my resume after my class and send it to papa and ma'am yen for checking." but as usual my laziness and love for procrastination took the best of me and now iot's taking its toll in my future career..hay.... Karen-my housemate and classmate and more than anything else "a very dear friend" was and still is very helpful of course. she gave all the contacts she have for us to send our own resume's and application letters.. I got those of course but I really didn't have the adrenaline to do some real work on what is supposed to be one of the major chapters of my college life that would spell a bright future for me. I already sent my application letters and resume's through email though..I really hope they'd notice me real soon.

That's it for now.. I hope I'd blog about really good stuff soon..

Library

new??new.

Hi everyone. This is my second account here in Blogspot. The previous article is my first ever blog entry. I'm not a brilliant writer but I love to write. Just about anything and everything that I feel and think about that I should write for the love of it.


Since this is a new account, I'd like to write about NEW. Everything that's NEW.

1. This is a new account after publishing a few entries, this wouldn't be anymore.

2. Lappie Toppee has a new bag. (Lappie Toppee is how I call this thing I'm using now. Papa call this "hot lil stuff".hahah!) Anyway, the bag is sooooo girly that it's with cute little flowers in fushia,pink and magenta colors. yipee! By the way, I did not ask for the Bag, Papa told me about getting another one because the original bag is heavy. Thanks Pa for the new bag and thank you Mama for choosing the design.

3. I have a new haircut and somehow a new hair. hehe :) Last Saturday, my "uber" energetic and bubbly housemate Pipay suddenly decided that she wants a NEW look, (guess what for? yeah! for the Valentine Season) and since we are the only Single and available in the house she invited me. I, on the other hand have been spending weeks trying to decide if I should get a new Haircut agreed to go with her after numerous probing from her and me and a few other negotiations as to where will we have our hair cut and as to how it will cost considering our meager economic or financial status.hehe And so we went to one of the most frequented salon in the City. She a pretty cut plus it flattered her face. Mine was ohh. EEEssshhh. Awful. Oh well, fine. It really has layers on it and then my hair is wavy taht I looked like Rambo without the Red head band.hay. But the others kept on saying that it's cute and all. waaahhh! I still look like Rambo. the following day (PEiesta) me and higala (my friend Josh, we call each other higz) spent half the day stressing out how bad our haircuts are and how awful we look. So we ended up deciding that we should have our hair treated by hair rebonding.hehe After analyzing how and where we'd get the money for our hair transformation considering our meager allowance again, we agreed to have it the following day(which is yesterday). So we had it. And so I have a somehow new hair now. After the people (me and my friends) get the hang of it, it wouldn't be anymore.

All these things are new. And since Change is said to be the only constant thing in this world, all these will eventually be old. So, what's up with "in with the new, out with old" thingy? If this is so, are we always willing to get on with "a new another"? Oh well, it's just me and my crazy thoughts.

-kayekaye :P

the old post

procrastination-the cause of all delays?


i have read that quote from one of the many generous contributions of the ateneo peer's circle more than a year ago.. and perfectly agreed to it from then, Not that I don't procrastinate, it actually is a very very big part of my system.-procrastination.. and precisely why i'm on my neck trying to hit my deadlines.. i really should be heading to the grand stand and truly click the shutter for academic purposes, i only have two days for my photo essay you see.. and where am i? i'm here facing this computer, checking my friendster and multiply account..and the truth is?? there's nothing in friendster that still interests me...these past few days i even told rianne(my roommate) that i'm seriously entertaining the thought of canceling my friendster account.. checking out splat website if there are any new development or feedback.. good thing! there are really over a hundred that visited the site and i'm croissing my fingers and hoping against hope that they read the articles because those 11 articles really mattered.. we respect the medium you know... and 'bout 11:30 this morning i finished dan brown's deception point.. three thumbs up! the other thumd would be my roommate's!hehe and also one of the reasons why i barely have things done within the weekend.. i haven't even started with the introductory research for our advertising final exam.. i swear francel and jen are going to kill me!!! those girls might be done with the story board and the teasers already and don't have a thing... this is really a disease... sorry girls..

this is suppose to be a happy entry.. this is my opening vitae and what impression am i giving you guys???sorry... this is just meeee....hehe but this should not define nmy being right??heheh >crossing fingerss ^_^<

ohh well... this procrastinating issue i ahve with myself is really something that is hould discuss with papa went finally get to be home... :P

and last thing, come 23rd would the first time that i will start and end the day without papa, mama and jeco.. it's just peculiar like that..

all i really want to do is pack my things, head to the terminal get to an air-conditioned bus headed to my hometown and then slumped to my parents bedroom room and then truly,truly sleep........

i really really hope, pray and wish i'm home right now... i miss everything 'bout my cunning, negligible and passive kabasalan....
hmmm...