Sunday, September 19, 2010
nyek! :D
Today I realized that when you decide to stop hurting each other, loving each other more doesn't always follow. hai. :/
Monday, September 6, 2010
cdo
It's almost 4 in the morning and I still can't bring myself to sleep. I had to be ready by 7 am later because we (me and Heidrian) have to leave CdO by 9am or earlier. Today(yesterday rather) was a day of i-cant-point-a finger-to day. And I mean this is a liberating day. :DDDD
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I'm sick to my stomach now and like I told Adrian -i dunno why-. Could it be that I think I spent more than I should (not really, hehe.) ? That we had super uber duper late lunch (which by the way wasn't so good I think but oh well the place looked really nice so sige ya lang)? (4pm) late even for merienda. That I think too much lately? That I cloud my head with things that should and shouldn't be there? That we watched Sayo Lamang which made my friend cry every 10 mins and me for the rest second half of the movie? Or was it because what I have seen that was not any less unreal now than it was just over a year ago or so? Then boom! like one big ball of fire which you will have NO idea came from will come across you and stare at you saying "ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY" man this is sooo real so get a head on! Which makes me sad a bit but not really coz I still feel glad about them. How things changed and how it tries to get better on one side. hai. D: GAHD! Or my big nostrils inhaled too much oxygen taking its toll to my stomach by stacking up there. HAI! Or could this be the result of taking vitamins and meds(mefenamic acid which I'm theorizing caused my uber yucky urticaria all over my face and neck area! ) in short intervals today? HAH!!! come on Man, I seriously need to get to one thing. Just one thing to reveal to me among those I've mentioned above or even none of those. I just need one! ONLY one then I guess I could drag myself to sleep! Anyway, it's amost 4 am dawn and I've set my alarm by 6 so that we could do everything we have to do before leaving. I.E. ----> B pastel for the people back home who are somehow led to believe that anyone who goes to cdo must bring pastel when one gets home or just don't go home at all. HAHAH! :DD except for our folks of course they wil always want us around. Going back, I think I'm gonna pass on sleeping today coz I still have to be up by 6 and the Emperor (AHAHH! Yes, there are too many names here) told me to wake him up by 7 and by then it was very clearly he said that I should have taken a bath by then already so that we could by 8 to buy Pastel and head to the Bus Terminal so that we could ride the earliest bus we could reach for Pagadian. hmmmm..... I'm not sooo sick to my stomach anymore. I'm not burping as much now and duh! I think I'm still gonna sleep! hahaha! :D
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On sleeping. I have been in one room for the past few days with two of my guy friends because we participated at a debate competition here in CdO which I think in my not-soooo-humble opinion, we fared or the guys (Myser and Adrian) fared really really well. They impressed, wowed and gained praises (i.e. outfit since opening night, hehhehe!) the Chief Adjudicator Woman of the World no less than Danielle de Castro. Back to sleeping. Amongst us three, I sleep the latest and wake up the latest too so basically I see them asleep and MAN! What a site to behold! Not that they look funny or anything. It's just that when you look at them sleeping it feels like you are outside the nursery for the newly born only our room is smaller and the bed is bigger and also there's no glass to veer me from them. They look like babies. SERIOUSLY! (although I know Heid will completely disagree with me on Mys looking like a baby when he is asleep but I'm just sooo sure) They sleep so peacefully that you would think they are having their first dreams ever as babies. hahah! they are that cute. Amazing how they don't in any way distort their faces when they are sooooo into the DREAMLAND. Does it take practice? I really don't know and I haven't asked them too. I would have love to prove it by posting photos of them sleeping cause I have them. BUT! They might kill me! On the other hand they wouldn't this anyway. ahhahaha! :D I'm really sleeping now At last I don't feel sad anymore. Singing on my head " Put a smile on you face. Make the world a better place (Insert note icon here, hehe!)" Imma na sleep now! :D
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I'm sick to my stomach now and like I told Adrian -i dunno why-. Could it be that I think I spent more than I should (not really, hehe.) ? That we had super uber duper late lunch (which by the way wasn't so good I think but oh well the place looked really nice so sige ya lang)? (4pm) late even for merienda. That I think too much lately? That I cloud my head with things that should and shouldn't be there? That we watched Sayo Lamang which made my friend cry every 10 mins and me for the rest second half of the movie? Or was it because what I have seen that was not any less unreal now than it was just over a year ago or so? Then boom! like one big ball of fire which you will have NO idea came from will come across you and stare at you saying "ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY" man this is sooo real so get a head on! Which makes me sad a bit but not really coz I still feel glad about them. How things changed and how it tries to get better on one side. hai. D: GAHD! Or my big nostrils inhaled too much oxygen taking its toll to my stomach by stacking up there. HAI! Or could this be the result of taking vitamins and meds(mefenamic acid which I'm theorizing caused my uber yucky urticaria all over my face and neck area! ) in short intervals today? HAH!!! come on Man, I seriously need to get to one thing. Just one thing to reveal to me among those I've mentioned above or even none of those. I just need one! ONLY one then I guess I could drag myself to sleep! Anyway, it's amost 4 am dawn and I've set my alarm by 6 so that we could do everything we have to do before leaving. I.E. ----> B pastel for the people back home who are somehow led to believe that anyone who goes to cdo must bring pastel when one gets home or just don't go home at all. HAHAH! :DD except for our folks of course they wil always want us around. Going back, I think I'm gonna pass on sleeping today coz I still have to be up by 6 and the Emperor (AHAHH! Yes, there are too many names here) told me to wake him up by 7 and by then it was very clearly he said that I should have taken a bath by then already so that we could by 8 to buy Pastel and head to the Bus Terminal so that we could ride the earliest bus we could reach for Pagadian. hmmmm..... I'm not sooo sick to my stomach anymore. I'm not burping as much now and duh! I think I'm still gonna sleep! hahaha! :D
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On sleeping. I have been in one room for the past few days with two of my guy friends because we participated at a debate competition here in CdO which I think in my not-soooo-humble opinion, we fared or the guys (Myser and Adrian) fared really really well. They impressed, wowed and gained praises (i.e. outfit since opening night, hehhehe!) the Chief Adjudicator Woman of the World no less than Danielle de Castro. Back to sleeping. Amongst us three, I sleep the latest and wake up the latest too so basically I see them asleep and MAN! What a site to behold! Not that they look funny or anything. It's just that when you look at them sleeping it feels like you are outside the nursery for the newly born only our room is smaller and the bed is bigger and also there's no glass to veer me from them. They look like babies. SERIOUSLY! (although I know Heid will completely disagree with me on Mys looking like a baby when he is asleep but I'm just sooo sure) They sleep so peacefully that you would think they are having their first dreams ever as babies. hahah! they are that cute. Amazing how they don't in any way distort their faces when they are sooooo into the DREAMLAND. Does it take practice? I really don't know and I haven't asked them too. I would have love to prove it by posting photos of them sleeping cause I have them. BUT! They might kill me! On the other hand they wouldn't this anyway. ahhahaha! :D I'm really sleeping now At last I don't feel sad anymore. Singing on my head " Put a smile on you face. Make the world a better place (Insert note icon here, hehe!)" Imma na sleep now! :D
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